I was bigger than me at 2010

Now i'm 21 years old. Must be more mature than before when i was in State Vocational High School. Time goes fastly i could catch up.
My Mom and Father always pray for me to the best. And I'm my self keep struggling to reach what i wanna be , what i wanna get. I found so many friend from all side of life and we adapt each other. Some of them please to share the misery and happiness with me. Need not to spread who is she or he or them, they always on my mind and i always pray in order we can get success together.
Before my final journey, i have to climb this, this is. . . . time than determine my rest of life. To be in up above or in rock bottom. I often talk to my self when i lost my blog. What i would do after this?
But a human is Alloh best creature. when i didn't believe at any point of people , i always interact with them. Though i disappoint cause what they did, i try to trust them more. and that's a human, no matter where they're from, we must be have a heart.
Till i find someone i fall in love with , this is the most glad and precious moment i never forget. Loving and be loved by someone. I hope we can go to wedding. Have some child and life happily.
Doesn't matter what happen know , when im still in a right way, i believe Alloh would guide me.